Poem~MY AWAITED SOUL IS DEAD

**Aritry** Fri Jan 09, 2009 4:12 pm

When I smile with u
May be I seem like a happy person;
But there's an another story behind this smile,
Underneath these cloths there's another girl lies...
Who has never been loved before,
Pain is whose best friend,
Have u ever seen this girl in me?
No you never, cause I never let u to.

I'm too alone to live a life,
But never approached anyone
To stand by my side.
Though I waited for
Many summers, many autumns,
But no one came by himself.
But I’m still waiting in the rain
Keep holding on to you.

Every night I cry alone,
Lying in my empty bed, in an empty room.
The moon light dies in my eyes...
But no one comes to see.
I don't wanna die in dreams,
Show me some hope!
A blue evening,
In my couch beside the fireplace
Music becomes my soul.

May be I’m born in wedlock,
May be other people know my identity,
But still I try to find myself - who am I?
Wellspring of pain is my life;
Life is a vain, I felt in my heart!
Whose gonna say its ok?
No one actually...
Look at my eyes, do I look like weak?
No I'm not,
Cause only those get weak who are still alive!